Can I Do Anything?
by Kalyn Diaz
Hi honey, what do you want for dinner tonight?
It honestly doesn’t matter.
Okay.
What about Chinese, Pizza, Mexican?
I really don’t care Ben.
Okay, I don’t want to get something and you say no when I get home.
I told you already, do whatever you want.
You really don’t listen.
What’s wrong?
I am trying to be a good husband and ask what you want for dinner.
I don’t need the attitude.
Ok.
This isn’t even about dinner is it?
How did you figure that?
Honestly, Jane. What is going on?
I am just frustrated a lot.
I think I’ll spend the night at my mother’s tonight.
If that is what you want.
Can I ask you something?
What?
Are you frustrated with us?
Yes.
Why? I thought we were good.
It’s just not the same anymore.
What do you mean?
We’ve been married for a year and it’s not what I thought.
I’m not happy.
But why?
You just are different.
How? I thought we were good.
I just think I thought marriage was something else.
It’s made me look at you differently.
Is there anything I can do to fix it?
I don’t know.
I’ll do anything.
Stop Ben.
Just help me understand.
I still love you Jane.
I know.
Do you love me?
I just need some time to think.
I told you I’m staying at my mothers.
We can talk tomorrow.
No.
What do you want me to say?
Just help me understand.
What went wrong?
I guess it started after we got married.
Okay.
You started working more.
I know but I was doing that for us.
I know.
But it changed things.
How?
I guess I realized how independent I was able to be without you.
Marriage wasn’t what I really wanted anyway.
It wasn’t?
No.
Then why did you say yes?
I thought it was what I had to.
You could have said no.
No I couldn’t have.
Why not?
Well you would have been heartbroken.
Yeah.
And everyone in my family is married.
I didn’t want to be the odd one out.
So that’s why you married me?
Because you wanted to be like everyone else in your family?
Yes.
So then you didn’t love me?
No. I did love you at first.
It just changed.
I don’t understand this.
Join the club.
So what is it that you want?
I just want some time to figure things out.
So are you not coming back tonight?
No, I’m staying at my moms.
Well do you think we’re gonna get a divorce?
Like is that what you want?
Maybe.
So there is nothing I can do to fix it?
Don’t you remember how we were when we first met.
Ben...stop.
No!
I took you to go see your favorite movie, remember?
Yes.
And we had fun, didn’t we?
Yes.
Then there was our six months and that’s when I said I loved you.
I invited you to my family barbeque.
I know.
Those were good times.
We can have them again.
Ben, please stop.
No, you are my wife and I love you.
Yeah, I may have been busy at work
and we haven't had much time together but I can fix it now.
I really don’t think you can Ben.
Why?
You aren’t even trying.
Are you kidding?
I tried for months.
What are you talking about.
Those times I tried organizing a mini getaway for us, you always said no.
I didn’t know.
Well that was me trying to save our marriage.
Then let's do that.
What's the place you wanted to go to? Hawaii.
We can do that now and it’ll fix our marriage. I know it would.
No it’s not.
I know you are trying but I am done.
Jane, just let me try more.
I didn't know last time and now I know.
That’s my point Ben.
What is?
You should have tried before me telling you.
Okay, I get it now.
Well it doesn’t change anything now.
Janey….
No.
I am done.
I still love you, you know.
I know.
So that’s it?
I’ll be staying with my mom for the week.
And then what?
I’ll come over and pick up my stuff while you’re at work.
So we aren’t even going to see each other?
Don’t you think you owe me that?
I just think it’s what is best Ben.
I’ll leave the keys on the table in the entry way.
Okay.
I have a lawyer already so you should think of getting one.
It’s for the divorce.
Okay.
Is everything okay?
What do you think?
I am sorry.
I don’t believe you.
Okay.
Bye Jane.
Bye.
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