Nadia
Nadia
Can we go over the plan again?
Anton
Anton
Yes, but we have to be fast.
Anton
Anton
Let’s go to your dressing room before anyone sees us talking.
Nadia
Nadia
My love, nobody’s going suspect us.
Anton
Anton
I’m the stage manager, I’m the first person they’d suspect.
Nadia
Nadia
Don’t snap at me.
Anton
Anton
You’re right, I’m sorry. I’m just nervous.
Nadia
Nadia
All that matters is that we get this right.
Anton
Anton
Okay, here’s the plan:
Anton
Anton
Tomorrow night, before the start of the third act.
Anton
Anton
I’ll go under the stage and loosen the floorboard where you’ve marked.
Anton
Anton
Are you sure you put the tape on the right spot?
Nadia
Nadia
I’ve rehearsed the same steps as Anastasia every day for the last 6 months.
Nadia
Nadia
I’m sure.
Anton
Anton
Then when Anastasia does the flying pirouette…
Anton
Anton
She’ll land on the mark where the board is loose.
Anton
Anton
She’ll fall, probably breaking her ankle.
Anton
Anton
And then the understudy — that’s you my love — will take her place.
Anton
Anton
You’ll save the third act.
Anton
Anton
Become Juilliard’s hero. You’ll have your revenge.
The word revenge gives me pause.
Anton
Anton
What’s wrong?
Nadia
Nadia
Are we sure Anastasia deserves it?
Anton
Anton
Nadia, she put laxatives in your smoothie.
Anton
Anton
On the first day of auditions.
Anton
Anton
When you were the favorite for the lead role.
Anton
Anton
I’m risking everything to help you.
Anton
Anton
Because I’m the only one who truly cares.
Nadia
Nadia
Of course. You’re right.
Nadia
Nadia
I just needed to be sure.
Anton
Anton
This will be a Swan Lake to remember.
Anton
Anton
All of New York City will be talking about it.
Nadia
Nadia
I can’t wait until tomorrow night.
Anton
Anton
Make sure you get plenty of sleep.
Nadia
Nadia
Good night, my love.
Anton
Anton
Good night, my princess.
Anton leaves my dressing room.
I think about how long I’ve been using Anton.
And how I don’t really love him.
I know it’s wrong.
But sometimes you have to be a little ruthless to get what you want.
Later that night
My phone pings with a text.
It’s Vincent, our Program Director.
Strange. He’s never texted me.
Vincent
Vincent
Are you awake, dear?
Nadia
Nadia
Yes, just about to climb into bed.
Vincent
Vincent
Make sure you get a good night’s sleep.
Vincent
Vincent
We may need you tomorrow night.
Nadia
Nadia
Anastasia’s looked amazing.
Nadia
Nadia
She hasn’t missed a single step in 6 months of dancing.
Vincent
Vincent
I know, but sometimes, I think she might be too perfect.
Vincent
Vincent
A bit doll-like.
Vincent
Vincent
You have a fire in you.
Vincent
Vincent
Your technique isn’t as polished as Anastasia's.
Vincent
Vincent
You’re more raw.
Vincent
Vincent
But your passion is unmatched.
My heart flutters.
Vincent has never spoken to me this way.
I admire him so much, but I never thought he appreciated me.
Vincent
Vincent
Nadia, are you there?
Nadia
Nadia
I just don’t know what to say.
Vincent
Vincent
You don’t have to say anything.
Vincent
Vincent
Just know that you’re special.
Vincent
Vincent
And make sure you’re ready tomorrow night.
Vincent
Vincent
I may have a little surprise planned.
Vincent
Vincent
I’m gonna sleep on it, and I’ll let you know tomorrow, okay?
Vincent
Vincent
Don’t freak out if I throw you a little curve ball.
Nadia
Nadia
I won’t.
Nadia
Nadia
Thanks for the heads up!
Vincent
Vincent
Good night, Nadia.
The next night
I’m backstage in the same costume as Anastasia.
Waiting for my moment.
I watch Anastasia dance the first act.
I know I’m just as good.
But still, I’ve never seen anyone dance like this before.
She finishes, and skips offstage.
As she passes, Anastasia smiles at me.
It makes my blood boil.
I open my phone and text Anton.
Nadia
Nadia
I can’t wait to see the look on Anastasia’s face when I take her place in the third act.
Anton
Anton
There’s a problem.
Nadia
Nadia
What is it?
Anton
Anton
The door to go under the stage is locked.
Anton
Anton
I forgot the key in my office.
Nadia
Nadia
Where is it?
Anton
Anton
It should be in my desk drawer.
Anton
Anton
But I can’t leave my place.
Anton
Anton
I need to change the set.
Nadia
Nadia
I’ll bring the key to you.
I go to Anton’s office during intermission.
I see Vincent speaking to Anastasia backstage.
Her arms are crossed.
I think she’s crying.
Vincent touches her arm reassuringly.
Anastasia nods.
But I can’t hear what Vincent said.
Vincent starts to turn around so I dart around a corner.
I go into Anton’s office.
I open his desk drawer and see a key.
I send Anton a picture.
Nadia
Nadia
This one?
Anton
Anton
Yes!
I grab the key.
I find Anton, pass him the key, and return to my place backstage.
Anastasia dances the second act.
She is perfect.
It’s almost time.
My heart pounds.
My neck hair stands on end.
I jump when Vincent comes from behind and touches my shoulder.
Vincent
Vincent
Remember when I said I had a surprise?
I can barely breathe as I reply.
Nadia
Nadia
Yes?
Vincent
Vincent
You’re going to dance the third act.
Nadia
Nadia
What?!
Vincent
Vincent
I already spoke to Anastasia.
Vincent
Vincent
I told her the same things I told you last night.
Vincent
Vincent
She’s upset.
Vincent
Vincent
But she respects my wishes.
Nadia
Nadia
Oh my God.
Nadia
Nadia
I know I can do this, but are you sure?
Vincent
Vincent
I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life!
Vincent
Vincent
I always wanted you to have the lead.
Vincent
Vincent
But you got sick and fell behind.
Vincent
Vincent
I want you to dance like you’ve never danced before.
Vincent
Vincent
Give them your fire.
Vincent
Vincent
And prove that I’m right about you.
Nadia
Nadia
I—
Vincent kisses me.
The deep soulful kiss of someone who cares about me.
My face is flush with color.
As the second act ends, my heart beats out of my chest.
Vincent leaves.
I quickly text Anton.
Nadia
Nadia
Don’t do it!
Nadia
Nadia
I’m dancing the third act!
Nadia
Nadia
Vincent put me in Anastasia’s place!
3 dots appear as Anton types.
The stage lights darken.
I don’t have time to wait for his reply.
But I know he’s seen the message.
I dance the third act of Swan Lake.
I’m not perfect like Anastasia.
But I bring my fire.
I pause for the orchestra to queue me up for the pirouette.
I catch a glimpse of Anton offstage.
He’s looking at me.
His eyes are hard.
He slowly turns his head…
And I follow his gaze.
To Vincent.
My eyes dart back to Anton.
Anton turns back to look at me.
And he smiles.
A dark, cold smile.
The orchestra cues me.
I do my run-up.
I leap in the air and spin.
It’s then that I realize…
Anton did see my text.
But he also saw Vincent kiss me.
And didn’t fix the loose floorboard.
It’s too late.
I’m spinning in the air.
I nail the flying pirouette.
But I land the only place where my foot can land.
I try to land softly.
But the board collapses.
I feel my ankle snap.
I hear the crowd gasp.
And then I scream.
Nadia
Nadia