Double - Episode 5
by Elyse Endick
Honey? You haven’t answered any of my texts since Friday. I’m worried
Did I do something wrong?
If I did, I’m really sorry. You know I’d never want to hurt you.
You really don’t know what you did??
Sorry, but I don’t
Our anniversary??
We’ve been together for four years and you’ve never forgotten it before
I can’t believe you
Shit! Honey, I’m so sorry
With everything that’s happened with my brother, it’s been hard
But I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you, I swear.
I can’t lose you
It’s okay. I understand.
Thank God
You’re the best
You’re my spooky girl for life
Oh yeah??
Maybe we should celebrate now
In fact…my dad’s not home…
I really hope you’re thinking what I’m thinking right now…
Wanna come over?? ;)
Hell yes
Be right there
months later
Hey…
I don’t know why I’m texting this number
Your dad probably deactivated it after your death. But…
I miss you.
Everything that happened that night in the woods is such a blur now
I’ve been trying not to think about it…to push it aside…
But I think I’ve come to terms with it now
I knew the real James would never forget our anniversary. He always did something elaborate for it every year
Even though we had gone through so much recently, I knew he wouldn't have forgotten that special day
So I spent that whole weekend talking to my friends from my séance group…those old ladies who you, James, always doubted
I wish you could have met them…they’ve been helping me a lot, ever since…
Anyway, they came over and we drew a pentagram and burnt sage
Then I invited Trevor over, hinting that we’d hookup
As soon as he entered the trap he just…disappeared
And those screams…the fox screams…
I can’t get them out of my head
I got it all on tape, and I had the ladies as witnesses, but the cops still came after me
They searched everywhere
They would have locked me up, but your dad, James…
Your dad believed me. He didn’t press charges.
He’s been so nice…he always invites me over for dinner
But I could never go.
Because since I trapped Trevor that night, during the séance at my house…
Shit, I need to just say this…Ugh, it’s hard for me to do…
Since I got rid of Trevor at the séance at my house, that means I shot you.
I shot you that night in the woods.
And since that’s true, I can never look your dad in the eye again
I can never forgive myself
I was SO sure.
I was so sure you would never have called me a freak
Maybe it was just something you said in the heat of the moment…or maybe I didn’t know you as well as I thought I did
But I can’t explain it
I don’t know how you disappeared
I don’t know where your body is
All I know is that I miss you.
And I’m sorry
Kate?
??
Who is this??
How did you get this number??
Sorry, the phone company must have given you my boyfriend’s old number
Please ignore what I just said. He died recently and I’ve been shaken up.
No, babe, it’s me
It’s James
I’m back
I’m at your door
And I can’t wait to see my Spooky Girl 👻
Ohmigosh, James??
Are you alive??
Not EXACTLY
Kate opens the door
Wow…it is you. Your smile…it’s different than Trevor’s.
More handsome, right?
Haha, that’s the self-confident James I know and love.
I can’t believe you’re actually here…
Well, aren’t you going to come in?
You have to invite me
Oh, um…
Just kidding, that’s vampires I think
I…I don’t know what to say…
You don’t have to say anything, babe. I’m just happy to see you
Please, don’t cry
Your hand…it’s so cold…
It’s like I can feel you on my skin but you’re not really there
Is it bad?
Not possible. It’s you.
Good. But look, I can’t stay long
I just came to say that I’m sorry
YOU’RE sorry?!?
I’m the one who…
Don’t. You were doing what you thought was right.
And you were right -- I would never call you a freak. Not on purpose, anyway.
I shouldn’t have done it.
Something came over me in the woods. I didn’t feel like myself.
It was like I felt all of Trevor’s anger and sadness.
it started to consume me, until I didn’t know where Trevor ended and I began.
One of the ladies from my group said she felt that when her sister passed…like she could feel her sister’s sadness inside her own
Maybe that’s what it was for me too.
There were so many lies in my family -- so many people got hurt.
But now -- it probably sounds dumb, but --
It’s like I’m finally at peace. We all are.
Not me.
I miss you…
I miss you so much
I don’t know what to do…
You have to keep living. For me.
Go to college. Live your life.
Fall in love
I don’t know if I can do that.
Of course you can, babe
There’s something else I have to tell you before I go.
I saw your mom
In heaven -- or on the astral plane. Whatever you call it.
James…
I’M SERIOUS!
She wants me to give you a message.
She says she’s proud of you.
And that you don’t need to try to summon her with your séances, because she’s always with you
She always watches you.
Ohmigosh
Please, babe, don’t cry.
It’s gonna be okay
I know. I’m crying because I’m happy.
Thank you for giving me that message.
Can I ask you one more thing?
Of course. Anything.
Go to one of those dinners that my dad invites you to.
For me
I will. I promise
I love you, babe
I love you too.
Can I try something? You can say no.
I don’t want to say no to you.
I know, but it might be strange so you don’t have to agree.
Can I kiss you?
One last time?
Ohmigosh, James, yes.
Please.
And James angled down his head, letting his cool lips meet the heat of Kate’s mouth.
Her arms reached up around his neck, and she felt the misty molecules of his form beneath her fingertips.
Love passed through them—a love that was impossible in this world.
And as soon as the kiss ended, James disappeared, like a cloud.
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