James
James
Honey? You haven’t answered any of my texts since Friday. I’m worried
James
James
Did I do something wrong?
James
James
If I did, I’m really sorry. You know I’d never want to hurt you.
Kate
Kate
You really don’t know what you did??
James
James
Sorry, but I don’t
Kate
Kate
Our anniversary??
Kate
Kate
We’ve been together for four years and you’ve never forgotten it before
Kate
Kate
I can’t believe you
James
James
Shit! Honey, I’m so sorry
James
James
With everything that’s happened with my brother, it’s been hard
James
James
But I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you, I swear.
James
James
I can’t lose you
Kate
Kate
It’s okay. I understand.
James
James
Thank God
James
James
You’re the best
James
James
You’re my spooky girl for life
Kate
Kate
Oh yeah??
Kate
Kate
Maybe we should celebrate now
Kate
Kate
In fact…my dad’s not home…
James
James
I really hope you’re thinking what I’m thinking right now…
Kate
Kate
Wanna come over?? ;)
James
James
Hell yes
James
James
Be right there
months later
Kate
Kate
Hey…
Kate
Kate
I don’t know why I’m texting this number
Kate
Kate
Your dad probably deactivated it after your death. But…
Kate
Kate
I miss you.
Kate
Kate
Everything that happened that night in the woods is such a blur now
Kate
Kate
I’ve been trying not to think about it…to push it aside…
Kate
Kate
But I think I’ve come to terms with it now
Kate
Kate
I knew the real James would never forget our anniversary. He always did something elaborate for it every year
Kate
Kate
Even though we had gone through so much recently, I knew he wouldn't have forgotten that special day
Kate
Kate
So I spent that whole weekend talking to my friends from my séance group…those old ladies who you, James, always doubted
Kate
Kate
I wish you could have met them…they’ve been helping me a lot, ever since…
Kate
Kate
Anyway, they came over and we drew a pentagram and burnt sage
Kate
Kate
Then I invited Trevor over, hinting that we’d hookup
Kate
Kate
As soon as he entered the trap he just…disappeared
Kate
Kate
And those screams…the fox screams…
Kate
Kate
I can’t get them out of my head
Kate
Kate
I got it all on tape, and I had the ladies as witnesses, but the cops still came after me
Kate
Kate
They searched everywhere
Kate
Kate
They would have locked me up, but your dad, James…
Kate
Kate
Your dad believed me. He didn’t press charges.
Kate
Kate
He’s been so nice…he always invites me over for dinner
Kate
Kate
But I could never go.
Kate
Kate
Because since I trapped Trevor that night, during the séance at my house…
Kate
Kate
Shit, I need to just say this…Ugh, it’s hard for me to do…
Kate
Kate
Since I got rid of Trevor at the séance at my house, that means I shot you.
Kate
Kate
I shot you that night in the woods.
Kate
Kate
And since that’s true, I can never look your dad in the eye again
Kate
Kate
I can never forgive myself
Kate
Kate
I was SO sure.
Kate
Kate
I was so sure you would never have called me a freak
Kate
Kate
Maybe it was just something you said in the heat of the moment…or maybe I didn’t know you as well as I thought I did
Kate
Kate
But I can’t explain it
Kate
Kate
I don’t know how you disappeared
Kate
Kate
I don’t know where your body is
Kate
Kate
All I know is that I miss you.
Kate
Kate
And I’m sorry
James
James
Kate?
Kate
Kate
??
Kate
Kate
Who is this??
Kate
Kate
How did you get this number??
Kate
Kate
Sorry, the phone company must have given you my boyfriend’s old number
Kate
Kate
Please ignore what I just said. He died recently and I’ve been shaken up.
James
James
No, babe, it’s me
James
James
It’s James
James
James
I’m back
James
James
I’m at your door
James
James
And I can’t wait to see my Spooky Girl 👻
Kate
Kate
Ohmigosh, James??
Kate
Kate
Are you alive??
James
James
Not EXACTLY
Kate opens the door
Kate
Kate
Wow…it is you. Your smile…it’s different than Trevor’s.
James
James
More handsome, right?
Kate
Kate
Haha, that’s the self-confident James I know and love.
Kate
Kate
I can’t believe you’re actually here…
Kate
Kate
Well, aren’t you going to come in?
James
James
You have to invite me
Kate
Kate
Oh, um…
James
James
Just kidding, that’s vampires I think
Kate
Kate
I…I don’t know what to say…
James
James
You don’t have to say anything, babe. I’m just happy to see you
James
James
Please, don’t cry
Kate
Kate
Your hand…it’s so cold…
Kate
Kate
It’s like I can feel you on my skin but you’re not really there
James
James
Is it bad?
Kate
Kate
Not possible. It’s you.
James
James
Good. But look, I can’t stay long
James
James
I just came to say that I’m sorry
Kate
Kate
YOU’RE sorry?!?
Kate
Kate
I’m the one who…
James
James
Don’t. You were doing what you thought was right.
James
James
And you were right -- I would never call you a freak. Not on purpose, anyway.
James
James
I shouldn’t have done it.
James
James
Something came over me in the woods. I didn’t feel like myself.
James
James
It was like I felt all of Trevor’s anger and sadness.
James
James
it started to consume me, until I didn’t know where Trevor ended and I began.
Kate
Kate
One of the ladies from my group said she felt that when her sister passed…like she could feel her sister’s sadness inside her own
James
James
Maybe that’s what it was for me too.
James
James
There were so many lies in my family -- so many people got hurt.
James
James
But now -- it probably sounds dumb, but --
James
James
It’s like I’m finally at peace. We all are.
Kate
Kate
Not me.
Kate
Kate
I miss you…
Kate
Kate
I miss you so much
Kate
Kate
I don’t know what to do…
James
James
You have to keep living. For me.
James
James
Go to college. Live your life.
James
James
Fall in love
Kate
Kate
I don’t know if I can do that.
James
James
Of course you can, babe
James
James
There’s something else I have to tell you before I go.
James
James
I saw your mom
James
James
In heaven -- or on the astral plane. Whatever you call it.
Kate
Kate
James…
James
James
I’M SERIOUS!
James
James
She wants me to give you a message.
James
James
She says she’s proud of you.
James
James
And that you don’t need to try to summon her with your séances, because she’s always with you
James
James
She always watches you.
Kate
Kate
Ohmigosh
James
James
Please, babe, don’t cry.
James
James
It’s gonna be okay
Kate
Kate
I know. I’m crying because I’m happy.
Kate
Kate
Thank you for giving me that message.
James
James
Can I ask you one more thing?
Kate
Kate
Of course. Anything.
James
James
Go to one of those dinners that my dad invites you to.
James
James
For me
Kate
Kate
I will. I promise
James
James
I love you, babe
Kate
Kate
I love you too.
James
James
Can I try something? You can say no.
Kate
Kate
I don’t want to say no to you.
James
James
I know, but it might be strange so you don’t have to agree.
James
James
Can I kiss you?
James
James
One last time?
Kate
Kate
Ohmigosh, James, yes.
Kate
Kate
Please.
And James angled down his head, letting his cool lips meet the heat of Kate’s mouth.
Her arms reached up around his neck, and she felt the misty molecules of his form beneath her fingertips.
Love passed through them—a love that was impossible in this world.
And as soon as the kiss ended, James disappeared, like a cloud.
James
James