Why are there a dozen balloons tied to my chair?
I freeze outside of my homeroom classroom, staring…
The shiny gold and silver balloons stare back at me.
I turn to my best friend, Liam.
Morgan
Morgan
Is that MY seat?
Our classmates are whispering and pointing.
One girl snaps a picture.
I blush, and my heart starts to beat faster.
Who did this?
Liam points.
Liam
Liam
Look! One of the balloons says something.
He’s right.
In the middle of the swarm, there’s an extra-large gold balloon with ‘POP ME’ written on it in black Sharpie.
And sitting in the middle of my desk is a single silver needle.
I pick it up, glancing around the classroom—
Conscious that everyone’s eyes are on me.
It’s scary, but also…
Exhilarating.
Morgan
Morgan
Here goes nothing.
I stick the needle into the gold balloon.
It pops with a deafening BANG! that makes me gasp, then laugh.
As it bursts, confetti rains down…
And a single piece of paper flutters out.
I catch it mid-air.
Then glance up at Liam, who nods encouragingly.
Liam
Liam
Read it!
With one last look around the room, I sit down and read:
Morgan
Morgan
“Morgan, you don’t know me…”
Morgan
Morgan
“But I feel like I know you.”
Morgan
Morgan
“Or at least, I want to.”
Morgan
Morgan
“I hope these balloons make you smile…”
Morgan
Morgan
“Which is something you’ve been making me do for quite a while.”
Morgan
Morgan
“We share a class together, which is fate…”
Morgan
Morgan
“I can’t wait to take you on a date.”
Morgan
Morgan
It’s signed: “Your Secret Admirer.”
My mouth hangs open.
I am in pure and utter shock.
Liam leans over my shoulder.
Liam
Liam
There’s something written on the back, too.
I turn the note over and read:
Morgan
Morgan
“P.S. — Just so you know, I’m not some random weirdo…I told Liam who I am 😀”
I whip my head up and lock eyes with my best friend.
Morgan
Morgan
Who sent this?
Liam just grins and plops into his usual seat next to mine.
Liam
Liam
I can’t just TELL you…
Liam
Liam
That would ruin all the fun!
I narrow my eyes.
Liam
Liam
Speaking of fun…
Liam
Liam
I guess this is as good of a time as any.
Liam reaches behind his back, then proudly produces an ugly, red zipper pouch.
Liam
Liam
Happy birthday!
Smiling, he hands it to me—
And my mouth gapes open once again.
Morgan
Morgan
Is this a…pencil case?
Liam
Liam
Because your old one broke!
I love Liam.
I really do.
We’ve been next door neighbors — and instant best friends — since we were little.
But sometimes I wish he were a little less…pragmatic.
At least when it comes to presents.
He looks so excited about the gift, though, so I can’t complain.
I just laugh and lean over, giving him a tight hug.
Liam blushes slightly, then smiles back at me.
Morgan
Morgan
So…you’re seriously not gonna tell me who my secret admirer is?
Liam tilts his chair back on 2 legs, clearly amused.
Liam
Liam
I’ll give you a hint. It’s 1 of the 3 guys you’re always talking about.
Liam
Liam
You know. Your *crushes du joir*.
My stomach flips.
Someone that I like…likes me back?!
This is a first.
I reread the note.
Morgan
Morgan
“We share a class together…”
I give Liam an exasperated look.
Morgan
Morgan
I have classes with all 3 of the guys I like.
Morgan
Morgan
So that doesn’t narrow it down.
Liam breaks into a smug grin.
He’s enjoying this way too much.
Morgan
Morgan
You really aren’t going to give me a better clue?
Morgan
Morgan
How am I supposed to figure this out?
Liam
Liam
I guess you’ll have to actually TALK to the guys you’ve been silently crushing on.
My face pales.
Morgan
Morgan
I…I can’t do that.
Liam
Liam
Why not?
Morgan
Morgan
I’m too shy.
Liam snorts.
Liam
Liam
You’ve never been shy around me.
Liam
Liam
Or quiet, for that matter.
I roll my eyes.
Morgan
Morgan
That’s different.
Morgan
Morgan
I’m shy around guys with romantic potential, okay?
Liam’s eyes flash with something indiscernible.
Hurt, maybe?
But before I have time to question it—
The bell rings, and I practically leap out of my seat.
My mind races as I make my way out of the classroom.
I can’t talk to those guys!
They’re all handsome, popular, attractive, and smart.
They’re way too intimidating.
Liam, however, isn’t about to let me off that easy.
He trails me into the hallway.
Liam
Liam
How are you ever going to find a boyfriend if you can’t even talk to a guy you like?
Morgan
Morgan
Maybe I don’t want a boyfriend.
Morgan
Morgan
Maybe I enjoy just daydreaming about it.
Liam scoffs.
Liam
Liam
The Morgan *I* know doesn’t scare this easily.
He grabs my elbow to stop me in the middle of the hallway.
Liam
Liam
Look. There’s Antoine.
Liam
Liam
He’s one of your crushes, right?
The knot in my stomach turns to lead as I follow his gaze.
Sure enough, Antoine DeLaney is across the hall from us, rooting through his locker.
Antoine’s the lead singer of The Dreadnoughts, a local band.
He’s your stereotypical tall, dark, and handsome artist…
With the kind of hair any boy band wannabe would kill for.
Liam
Liam
What is it you always say about him?
Liam
Liam
‘He’s so creative and passionate, he’d make the most romantic boyfriend…’
I elbow Liam in the ribs to get him to stop imitating my voice—
Mortified at the thought of Antoine overhearing us.
Morgan
Morgan
Stop it.
Liam
Liam
I will…
Liam
Liam
If you talk to him.
He rests a hand on my shoulder and catches my eye.
Liam
Liam
Life’s about taking chances. You win some, you lose some…
Liam
Liam
But you’ve gotta take them in the first place, or you aren’t living.
I allow his words to sink in.
Liam knows me inside out.
So he knows just as well as I do that I’ve always played it safe.
And where has that gotten me?
I look into his earnest, pleading eyes.
Liam
Liam
Come on, Morgan.
Liam
Liam
Really, what’s the worst that could happen?
Morgan
Morgan
Okay, fine, you win.
I walk toward Antoine’s locker…
My fear growing by the second.
When I’m steps away from Antoine, I glance back at Liam…
Hoping to gain some courage from his kind eyes.
He gives me a reassuring thumbs-up…
So I turn back around and walk right up to my crush.
Morgan
Morgan
Antoine?
He shuts his locker and turns to look at me, eyebrows raised.
He doesn’t say anything—
He just looks at me with soulful, brown eyes.
My mouth goes dry at the unexpected silence…
And I feel like I’m going to puke.
But I force myself to breathe.
And remember what Liam said:
“Life’s about taking chances.”
Morgan
Morgan
Do you want to get lunch together sometime maybe?
I say it so fast all the words jumble together.
Antoine
Antoine
Sorry, what was that?
I clear my throat and try again — slower this time.
Morgan
Morgan
Um, I asked if maybe you wanted to grab lunch together…later today…
I trail off as he frowns at me, his gaze traveling up and down my body.
I feel self-conscious.
Nervous.
But also…excited?
Could my secret admirer be standing in right front of me?
Antoine
Antoine
I have to practice with the band over lunch period.
My heart plummets.
Guess it’s not Antoine.
Morgan
Morgan
Oh. Okay, no problem — I understand.
Dejected, I’m about to walk away when his sultry voice stops me.
Antoine
Antoine
You could come along, if you want.
My eyes go wide.
Morgan
Morgan
Really?
Morgan
Morgan
I’d love that.
Antoine smiles, and my knees go weak.
Antoine
Antoine
Cool. Meet you back here at noon?
Barely able to mask my excitement, I nod.
Morgan
Morgan
See you then.
I spin away, giddy and grinning.
But when I go to flash Liam a thumbs-up, the spot where he was standing is now empty.
Antoine brings me to the band’s ‘studio’ — a trailer in the school’s back lot.
Back in the day, the A/V room was used to broadcast our school’s daily announcements…
But it’s since morphed into a maze of speakers, instruments, and amplifiers.
There are band posters stuck all over the walls, though none I recognize.
A haphazard string of bare bulbs and Christmas lights provide multicolored ambiance.
I nearly trip on a cord while stepping inside, and Antoine catches my arm.
I blush, but he just smiles.
Antoine
Antoine
It’s a bit of a maze.
Antoine
Antoine
Here, I’ll make a spot for you.
I watch him set up a folding chair near a drum set and various guitars.
His bandmates haven’t arrived yet.
It’s just us in this darkened room.
Antoine
Antoine
So, Morgan, right?
He knows my name.
Maybe he *is* my secret admirer after all.
Antoine
Antoine
What kind of music do you like?
Morgan
Morgan
All kinds. But lately, my friend Liam and I have been really into The Splinters.
Antoine’s nose wrinkles in disgust.
Antoine
Antoine
Ugh, you listen to that pop trash?
My face flushes.
I know they’re mainstream.
But trash? Really?
I clear my throat, hoping to turn this around.
Morgan
Morgan
Well, it’s not like they’re my absolute favorite or anything…
Totally a lie. But Antoine’s staring at me like I’m an idiot.
Morgan
Morgan
Um…what about you, what do you listen to?
Antoine
Antoine
I’m very particular when it comes to sound.
Antoine
Antoine
Lately I’ve been really enjoying lowercase.
Morgan
Morgan
Oh, cool! I’ve never heard of them…should I check out their album?
The comment earns me another long stare.
Antoine
Antoine
It’s not a band.
Antoine
Antoine
Lowercase is a musical genre.
Antoine
Antoine
It’s all about ambient minimalism, taken to the extreme.
Morgan
Morgan
Oh…
I feel dumber than ever.
But at least there’s no time to dwell on it—
Antoine’s bandmates start to filter in.
I lean back in my chair and watch them exchange fist bumps.
Then Antoine picks up a guitar, while another guy takes the bass.
A third sets up behind the drums, and they all start to tune their instruments.
I fidget in my seat, trying to not to watch the clock.
Lunch period ends in 15 minutes…
And the band hasn’t played a single song yet.
At least the view of Antoine is nice.
He looks so focused as he tunes—
Totally immersed in the notes.
It’s hard not to stare at his long fingers picking at the strings.
Or the way his hair falls into his eyes.
Antoine
Antoine
All right, let’s start with 'Monster Zone.'
I don’t even have time to brace myself.
All at once, sound erupts—
The guitars and drums a cacophonous assault on my eardrums.
Antoine leans into the microphone and whispers lyrics…
Speaking so low and raspy that I can’t hear over the rest of the noise.
I grip the edges of my chair and grit my teeth.
It takes effort not to cover my ears.
Thankfully, the audio onslaught doesn’t last long.
Antoine
Antoine
CUT.
Antoine
Antoine
Stop, stop, stop.
He shakes his head, glaring at his bandmates.
Antoine
Antoine
Jeff, you’re out of tune.
Antoine
Antoine
And Danny, you’re at least 3 beats behind.
Antoine
Antoine
Can you please get your crap together?
Antoine
Antoine
Seriously. How many times have we practiced this riff?
I bite my lip, my chest flooding with secondhand embarrassment.
Antoine rolls his eyes.
Antoine
Antoine
Again, from the top.
The noise begins once more.
And to be honest…it sounds exactly the same as before.
Another beat later and Antoine’s waving his arms.
Antoine
Antoine
Danny, what are you DOING?!
Antoine marches over to the drums and snatches a stick from his friend.
Antoine
Antoine
It’s like this.
Antoine
Antoine
ONE two three, ONE two three.
He plays the beat exaggeratedly slow, as if teaching a child.
It’s demeaning.
And I’ve seen enough.
Even if Antoine DID send those balloons…
I wouldn’t want to date a guy like him.
If this is how he treats his FRIENDS…
How would he treat a girlfriend?
The band starts playing again, and I reach under my chair to gather my things.
When I stand up, Antoine stops them for a third time.
Antoine
Antoine
Hold on a second.
He sets down his guitar and jogs toward me.
Antoine
Antoine
Where are you going?
Antoine
Antoine
We haven’t even gotten to my best riffs yet.
Morgan
Morgan
I’ve heard enough. Besides, I’ve got to get to class.
I start to make my way toward the door.
Antoine
Antoine
Don’t you want to hear some good music for once?
I freeze right next to the exit.
Morgan
Morgan
Good music?!
I laugh.
Morgan
Morgan
You know, my taste may be basic…
Morgan
Morgan
But I’d take The Splinters over this noise any day.
As the door swings shut behind me, I catch the sound of Antoine’s bandmates laughing.
Well, that was a disaster.
But at least I learned:
Creativity doesn’t necessarily equal good dating potential.
I hurry through the back lot and into the school building.
As I round the corner toward my next class, I run into someone headlong.
2 hands catch my shoulders and brace me.
I look up into a familiar face, and my stomach flips all over again.
Sam
Sam
Whoa, what’s the rush?
It’s Sam, the resident school bad boy…
And another one of my 3 current crushes
Well, I guess 2 current crushes now.
I have my next class with him…
Could he be my secret admirer?
He grins at me, like he knows a secret.
Like he could’ve been the one to send me the balloons.
My heart skips.
Morgan
Morgan
Sorry, I…
Part of me wants to run away.
But another part remembers what Liam told me:
“Life’s about taking chances.”
I take a deep breath.
Morgan
Morgan
I normally don’t do this kind of thing, but…
Morgan
Morgan
Do you want to grab ice cream or something?
Morgan
Morgan
After school?
Sam’s grin remains fixed in place, but he raises an eyebrow, leaning in a little closer to me.
Unless I’m imagining things, he seems interested.
Sam
Sam
Why not right now?
Morgan
Morgan
Oh…uh…
I lick my lips nervously.
His eyes drop to my mouth and linger there.
Morgan
Morgan
But I — we — have class right now.
Sam arches an eyebrow.
Sam
Sam
So?
Sam
Sam
Skip it.
He gestures toward the far side of the hallway, where the doors lead to the back parking lot.
Sam
Sam
I was just about to.
Morgan
Morgan
I-I’ve never skipped class before.
Sam
Sam
There’s a first time for everything.
My mind races.
What would Liam say?
“If you don’t take chances, are you really living?”
I start to smile.
Morgan
Morgan
Okay. Sure.
Morgan
Morgan
Nothing wrong with a little misbehavior every now and then, right?
I blush as soon as the words leave my mouth.
Who even says that?
But Sam just grins and touches my shoulder…
Gently steering me toward the exit.
The feel of his hand against my bare skin makes tingles erupt all over my body.
Sam
Sam
That’s my motto.
He opens the door to the parking lot for me, and his hand grazes the small of my back.
My breath catches.
Okay, Antoine may have been a disaster, but this…
*This* is what a crush should feel like.
All adrenaline and butterflies and—
Morgan
Morgan
Oh god, is that yours?
Sam has stopped beside an honest-to-god motorcycle.
He beams.
Sam
Sam
Meet my baby. I call her Veronica.
He runs a hand over the polished paint.
It’s jet black with orange flames on the sides.
Morgan
Morgan
Um…is there space for 2?
Sam pats the tiny back seat.
It’s a scant scrap of plastic above the rear tire.
Sam
Sam
Plenty.
He swings a leg over the bike, and offers me a hand.
I hesitate.
Morgan
Morgan
Do you have an extra helmet or anything?
Sam rolls his eyes.
Sam
Sam
Do you trust me or not?
I wince.
Then glance over my shoulder at school as the bell rings.
I’d be late for class, but I could still go back…
Liam’s voice echoes in my head again.
“Life’s about taking chances.”
Screw it. I’m in.
Morgan
Morgan
Don’t you dare kill me.
I climb onto the bike behind Sam.
It feels even more precarious than I’d anticipated.
Especially when he revs the engine.
Sam
Sam
Hold on!
He doesn’t have to tell me twice.
I wrap my arms around him and squeeze with all my might.
He laughs.
Sam
Sam
Relax. I know what I’m doing.
And with that, we pull away from the curb.
Sam’s motorcycle is racing so fast through the streets, I barely have time to scream.
But I do scream, loudly, into his back as I hold on for dear life.
Sam laughs and I can feel the vibration through his chest.
My hair whips behind me.
With every bump, the seat rattles beneath me.
I hate this — I’m legitimately scared.
But I try to remind myself that I’m taking a chance.
This is what life is all about, right?
Yet I can’t shake the feeling that chance-taking shouldn’t feel this painful.
Finally, we park in front of an ice cream stand.
I practically leap off the bike the second we stop.
Morgan
Morgan
Ow…you didn’t warn me the bumps would hurt so much.
I rub my butt.
Sam just laughs.
Sam
Sam
Yeah, you trade comfort for speed with this baby.
He pats his motorcycle with a grin.
Morgan
Morgan
Well, I’d take comfort any day.
Sam leads me toward the ice cream stand.
At least there’s no line—
The advantage of skipping school in the middle of the day.
We walk to the counter.
Sam
Sam
1 chocolate for me.
Morgan
Morgan
And I’ll have a vanilla, 2 scoops.
Server
Server
Together?
Sam
Sam
Separate.
Sam pays for his cone first, then leans against the wall to watch as I count out change for mine.
Sam
Sam
So. You want to misbehave, huh?
I blush, thinking back to what I said before we left school:
“Nothing wrong with a little misbehavior every now and then.”
I cringe internally.
Morgan
Morgan
I don’t know why I said that.
I take my ice cream cone and start walking toward some nearby benches.
Sam follows.
Sam
Sam
Sounds like you want to try something different.
Sam
Sam
Something…dangerous.
He leans in close when he says this — his lips brushing my ear.
I swallow hard and lean away, taking a lick of the ice cream.
Sam’s hot — no question about it — and the whole bad boy thing is sexy.
But how well do I really know him?
He studies my expression, then laughs and backs away.
He finishes his cone, then tosses his napkin on the ground right beside the trash can.
Sam
Sam
Come on, I’m bored. Let’s go for another joy ride.
Morgan
Morgan
You can’t just drop that there.
I lean down to pick up his trash.
He raises an eyebrow.
Sam
Sam
You’re a goody two-shoes, aren’t you?
Morgan
Morgan
I don’t litter, if that’s what you mean.
I throw his trash in the can.
As I turn back toward Sam, he stops me, draping an arm across my shoulders.
My breath catches in my throat.
Sam
Sam
So the hot good girl decides she wants to be bad for a day…
Sam
Sam
I like that.
OMG…he thinks I’m hot.
His gaze dips to my mouth.
He leans in closer.
I forget about the trash—
About the wild motorcycle ride.
All I can think about is this sexy guy, about to kiss me…
He grins, devilish, his mouth inches from mine.
Sam
Sam
God, my girlfriend would be so pissed if she caught us like this.
I push him back, horrified.
Morgan
Morgan
You have a GIRLFRIEND?
Sam tilts his head, looking confused.
Sam
Sam
I thought you knew that.
Sam
Sam
I thought you wanted to try misbehaving for once.
Morgan
Morgan
Misbehaving as in, I wanted to skip class! To live a little…
Morgan
Morgan
Not kiss a guy with a GIRLFRIEND.
I storm away.
Sam calls after me:
Sam
Sam
So…that’s a no on the joy ride, then?
I roll my eyes without turning around, and start my long walk back to school.
It’s late by the time I arrive.
School has already let out, so I get in my car and drive home.
The commute gives me time to reflect.
I skipped half my classes today, and all I have to show for it are 2 of the worst dates…ever.
I park in my driveway, get out of the car, and let out a loud, exasperated sigh.
Liam
Liam
How’d it go with Antoine?
I startle, then spot Liam lounging on his front porch swing.
I groan.
Liam
Liam
That bad, huh?
I walk across the lawn to Liam, and plop down beside him on the swing.
Morgan
Morgan
Horrible. Though, not as awful as my date with Sam.
Liam looks impressed.
Liam
Liam
Hang on, did you skip class…
Liam
Liam
To go on a DATE with Sam Hitchins?
I nod.
Liam
Liam
Who are you and what have you done with my best friend?
Morgan
Morgan
Believe me, I would have rather been in trig class.
Liam
Liam
Oof. Hopefully it’s nothing a hug can’t fix?
He holds out his arm, and I lean into the half-hug gratefully.
Morgan
Morgan
I wish I’d stuck to just daydreaming about these guys.
Morgan
Morgan
Real dating sucks.
My voice is muffled by his shoulder.
Liam
Liam
What can I do to make you feel better?
Morgan
Morgan
Ugh. I need to wipe today from my memory…
Morgan
Morgan
Let’s go to the treehouse and listen to The Splinters all night.
I twist my head to peer up at him.
Morgan
Morgan
By the way, The Splinters are pop trash, I’ve been informed.
Liam laughs.
Liam
Liam
Okay, first off, screw whoever said that.
Liam
Liam
And second, before you give up on dating just yet, I think there’s something you should see.
He sits up and points toward my house next door.
I stand and notice what I failed to spot before.
A huge bouquet of red roses sits on my doorstep.
Liam
Liam
You’re about to figure out who is behind all of this!
Liam
Liam
Don’t you want your big rom-com moment?
My heart skips.
For a split second, I wonder…
Was it Liam?
I peer at him, trying to gauge the expression on his face.
Morgan
Morgan
Who are those from?
Liam
Liam
You only had crushes on 3 guys, Morgan.
Liam
Liam
And you just told me you went out with 2 today.
Liam
Liam
So, by process of elimination…
My face flushes.
Of course it wasn’t Liam.
That’s ridiculous.
We’re just friends.
We’ve always been friends.
It takes another second for the realization to hit.
Morgan
Morgan
Wait.
Morgan
Morgan
You’re saying my secret admirer…is DERECK?
Morgan
Morgan
Dereck, the captain of the football team?
Morgan
Morgan
Dereck, our class president?
Morgan
Morgan
Dereck, the guy who every girl in school has been head over heels in love with since, like, 6th grade?!
Liam
Liam
Okay, EVERY girl might be an exaggeration…
Morgan
Morgan
Sorry. Every girl with eyeballs who’s interested in boys.
Liam snorts.
Liam
Liam
You sure know how to make a guy feel special.
I elbow him.
Morgan
Morgan
Come on, you know what I mean.
Morgan
Morgan
I’m not saying you AREN’T a catch, it’s just…
Liam looks bemused.
Liam
Liam
It’s just Dereck is the ultimate one. I get it.
Liam
Liam
He’s hot, he’s smart, he’s funny…
Morgan
Morgan
And he did all this for me?
Liam
Liam
So apparently, he has great taste in women, too.
I hesitate.
Am I imagining things?
Is Liam…flirting with me?
But Liam just smiles, holding my gaze.
Liam
Liam
Dereck wants you to meet him at that fancy new French place in town.
Liam
Liam
That’s what the note in those roses says.
He points again toward my porch.
Liam
Liam
So, what do you say, Morgan?
Liam
Liam
Do you still want to give up on dating?
I bite the inside of my lip and lean in closer to my best friend.
Morgan
Morgan
Liam…
Our eyes lock…
But his face gives nothing away.
Liam
Liam
We can spend the night in the treehouse listening to our favorite band like we always do.
Liam
Liam
OR you can go on a date with the most popular guy in school.
Liam
Liam
Up to you.
Yep — I was totally imagining that Liam was flirting with me.
If he liked me, he wouldn’t send me off to chase another guy.
I force a smile.
Morgan
Morgan
Fine. I get it. I need to take chances, right?
Morgan
Morgan
And hopefully, third time’s the charm.
Liam raises his eyebrows.
Liam
Liam
Is my loud, opinionated best friend actually listening to my expert advice for once?
Liam
Liam
I may die of shock.
I elbow him.
Morgan
Morgan
Any tips on what to wear tonight, life coach?
Liam
Liam
Sorry, you’re on your own there.
Liam
Liam
Ladies’ fashion is the limit of my expertise.
Morgan
Morgan
What kind of best friend are you, then?
We both laugh as I jog toward my house…
I turn back to Liam before stepping inside—
And wink at him over my shoulder.
Morgan
Morgan
I’ll let you know how it goes!
When I get to the restaurant, Dereck’s already out front.
He’s dressed in a suit.
And carrying a single red rose.
My face flushes as I reach him.
Before I can say a word, he reaches for me and tucks the rose behind my ear.
Dereck
Dereck
Happy birthday, Morgan.
He leans in…
And kisses me on the lips.
My heart goes crazy.
I sink into the kiss.
It’s everything I should want.
Soft and slow and sweet.
Like I’m in a movie.
When we finally break apart, I’m breathless and smiling.
Dereck
Dereck
I’ve wanted to do that for weeks.
My cheeks turn bright pink.
Morgan
Morgan
I…thank you. For the balloons. And all the flowers.
Morgan
Morgan
Nobody’s ever done anything this romantic for me.
Dereck grins.
Dereck
Dereck
I thought you’d like it.
He opens the door for me and I step past him into the candle-lit restaurant.
He’s reserved us a private table in the back, near a small indoor pond.
I’ve never been anywhere this fancy.
When we reach our table, Dereck even pulls out my chair for me.
Once we’re both seated, he looks deep into my eyes.
Dereck
Dereck
You look so beautiful tonight.
I blush.
But before I can think of what to say next…
Dereck stops a passing waiter and hands over his phone.
Dereck
Dereck
Can you take a picture of us?
He reaches across the table and grabs my hand.
I glance at our entwined fingers.
I only remember to look up and smile right before the camera flashes.
The server hands Dereck back his phone and steps away.
Morgan
Morgan
What was that for?
Dereck
Dereck
So I can Instagram the first date I went on with the girl I plan to take to prom.
He winks.
I frown a little.
Morgan
Morgan
But prom is still months away.
Morgan
Morgan
How do you already know you want to date me for that long?
He smiles, unfazed.
Dereck
Dereck
When you know, you know.
Morgan
Morgan
But…I mean. We don’t. Know each other, that is.
Dereck
Dereck
Yet.
He waves a dismissive hand.
Dereck
Dereck
We have plenty of time to get to know each other before then.
Morgan
Morgan
Right. Of course.
I smile back, still uncertain.
Then the waiter reappears with a tray of food.
Morgan
Morgan
Oh, wrong table.
Morgan
Morgan
We haven’t ordered yet.
Ignoring me, the waiter starts to set our places.
Dereck
Dereck
I already ordered for us.
Dereck
Dereck
The best things on the menu.
The waiter serves me first. A giant plate of fish.
With the head still on—
Eyes and everything.
My stomach churns.
Morgan
Morgan
Um…
Across from me, Dereck smiles as the waiter sets a similar plate in front of him.
Dereck
Dereck
Something wrong?
My face flushes.
Morgan
Morgan
It’s just, uh…I don’t eat fish.
His eyebrows go up.
Dereck
Dereck
Oh.
Morgan
Morgan
I’m sorry.
Dereck
Dereck
No problem. We’ll just send it back.
He waves for the waiter.
Dereck
Dereck
Can we swap this for the steak?
I lean forward to intercept the waiter.
Morgan
Morgan
Actually, may I see a menu?
I glance at Dereck.
Morgan
Morgan
I’d like to decide for myself.
He tilts his head, still looking confused, but he nods.
Dereck
Dereck
Okay. No problem.
A blink later, his easy smile returns.
Dereck
Dereck
I’ll remember that next time.
I force a smile back.
How is he already so sure there will be a next time?
He’s probably just used to every girl in school fawning over him.
Though my plate remains empty, Dereck digs into his food.
My stomach growls.
Morgan
Morgan
This might be a weird question, but…
Morgan
Morgan
What do you like about me?
Dereck stops eating.
His forehead knits, like he’s never considered it.
Dereck
Dereck
Well, besides the fact that you’ll look gorgeous on my arm in pictures…
He chuckles at his own comment.
Dereck
Dereck
I like how easygoing you seem.
Dereck
Dereck
You’re always so calm and quiet.
Morgan
Morgan
I’m not quiet.
I blink, surprised at myself and the force of my words.
But then I go on.
Morgan
Morgan
Maybe at school I can be a little shy.
Morgan
Morgan
But I’m loud and opinionated around the people who really know me.
People like Liam.
Dereck looks surprised.
Dereck
Dereck
Don’t you want to be here?
Dereck
Dereck
I thought any girl would love all this attention.
Dereck
Dereck
The romantic gestures.
I swallow hard.
Morgan
Morgan
I thought so, too.
Morgan
Morgan
But now…I’m not so sure.
I push back my chair and stand.
Morgan
Morgan
I need to leave.
Dereck leaps to his feet.
Dereck
Dereck
Don’t go. Please.
Dereck
Dereck
It will make me look like a total loser if you don’t stay.
I stare at him for a second, shocked.
Then I shake my head.
Morgan
Morgan
That’s no reason to stay.
Morgan
Morgan
We’re wrong for each other, Dereck.
Morgan
Morgan
If you knew me at all, you’d get that.
I rush from the restaurant—
Hop into a cab…
And race off into the night.
My head is spinning.
I thought I knew what I wanted.
And I thought I understood how this whole dating thing worked:
You have a crush on someone.
You go on a date with them.
And you click.
But none of the guys I thought I had feelings for were right.
Because in the end, I didn’t click with any of them…
Not once I got to know them.
Not even Dereck, who *should* have been the perfect match.
Instead, I spent the whole day thinking about someone else.
Liam.
Liam, who knows me.
Better than anybody.
Maybe even better than I know myself.
But there’s no way he has feelings for me.
Not if he sent me on a scavenger hunt to get with another guy.
As these doubts swirl in my mind…
Liam’s words from this morning come rushing back:
“Life’s about taking chances.”
I know what I have to do.
I may have taken more than a few bum chances today.
But now that I know how I feel about Liam…
I know he’s the one chance I *need* to take.
As the cab pulls up slowly into my driveway…
I look to Liam’s house next door.
It’s dark and all the lights are off. Crap.
Then, an idea comes to me.
I cross through Liam’s yard and go into the woods behind it.
I walk until I see a light.
Our treehouse.
Even from the base, I can hear music.
He’s listening to The Splinters.
I climb up the ladder and the last rung creaks loudly as I step inside—
Making my presence known.
Liam’s lying on his back watching the stars.
He looks…sad.
But after a second, he forces a smile.
Liam
Liam
How’d it go?
I cross through the treehouse and flop onto the floor next to him.
Morgan
Morgan
I left.
Liam looks surprised.
Liam
Liam
What? Why?
Liam
Liam
I thought Dereck was everything you wanted.
Liam
Liam
Mr. Popular and Romantic.
Morgan
Morgan
I thought so, too.
I roll over to face him.
Morgan
Morgan
But then I realized that romance isn’t all that stuff you see in the movies.
Morgan
Morgan
It’s about knowing somebody.
Morgan
Morgan
Really knowing them.
Morgan
Morgan
It’s about liking all the same music and laughing at the same cheesy jokes.
Morgan
Morgan
It’s…the way I feel about you.
Liam’s expression is frozen in shock.
I hold up a hand before he can reply.
Morgan
Morgan
Look, I know you don’t feel the same way about me.
Morgan
Morgan
Or you never would have helped Dereck.
Morgan
Morgan
But I had to tell you.
Morgan
Morgan
You’re the one chance worth taking.
There’s a long pause.
My heart tightens in my chest.
He’s going to turn me down.
I just know it.
Liam
Liam
Morgan…
I close my eyes, anticipating the blow.
Then I feel his hand catch mine.
Liam
Liam
The reason I helped Dereck plan the secret admirer thing is because…
Liam
Liam
I thought it would make you happy.
Liam
Liam
You were always talking about your crushes on those other guys.
Liam
Liam
Creative, badass, talented guys.
Liam
Liam
You know. Guys who are nothing like me.
I laugh.
Morgan
Morgan
Liam, you’re the most creative, badass, talented guy I know.
Morgan
Morgan
And you were right in front of me the whole time.
He tugs my hand against his chest.
Liam
Liam
I figured there was no way you’d ever be into me.
Liam
Liam
So I wanted to help you be happy with someone else.
Liam
Liam
Even if it would’ve killed me to see you with him.
Morgan
Morgan
Because…
Liam
Liam
Because I have feelings for you, Morgan.
I swallow hard, my face inches from Liam’s.
I can’t tear my gaze from his.
But then he bends closer.
There’s barely a breath between our mouths.
Then his lips find mine, and I sink into him.
This. This is how it should feel.
I wrap my arms around his neck, losing myself in the feeling of his lips against mine.
It’s everything I never knew I wanted.
We break apart, breathless, grinning.
Morgan
Morgan
You’re going to have to get a little less practical with the birthday presents, though.
Liam frowns.
Liam
Liam
What do you mean?
I roll my eyes.
Morgan
Morgan
A pencil case? Really?
He stares.
Liam
Liam
Didn’t you open it?
I blink.
I reach behind me and root through my purse.
I pull out the pencil case and unzip it.
Inside are 2 tickets.
My jaw drops.
Morgan
Morgan
Oh my god. Are these…
Liam
Liam
Tickets to see The Splinters live next month?
Liam
Liam
You better believe it.
He grins as I lean in to kiss him again, harder this time.
Then he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me across his lap.
All this time daydreaming about rom-com scenarios, and I never realized…
What I wanted was something real.
Someone worth the chance.
Morgan
Morgan