4 weeks later
Blake
Blake
Hey — are you there?
Jonathan
Jonathan
Yeah, I’m here.
Blake
Blake
I’m sorry I haven’t called or anything.
Jonathan
Jonathan
S’all right. You said you needed time.
Jonathan
Jonathan
You and Taylor both.
Blake
Blake
Time heals all wounds, right?
Jonathan
Jonathan
Has it?
Blake
Blake
Not even close.
Jonathan
Jonathan
How are you?
Blake
Blake
My body’s here—
Blake
Blake
I’m working and taking meetings. But that’s about it.
Jonathan
Jonathan
You’re still hurting?
Blake
Blake
Yeah.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Me too.
Jonathan
Jonathan
B, listen. I never wanted anyone to get hurt.
Blake
Blake
I know.
Jonathan
Jonathan
You do?
Blake
Blake
Well, not at first.
Blake
Blake
I blamed you.
Jonathan
Jonathan
I figured.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Mom and Dad blamed me, too.
Blake
Blake
I know — it wasn’t fair.
Jonathan
Jonathan
You’re kidding, right?
Jonathan
Jonathan
I’m the one who sent our girl running.
Blake
Blake
Our girl? Nice.
Jonathan
Jonathan
That’s not what I meant.
Jonathan
Jonathan
The 3 of us have always been tight.
Jonathan
Jonathan
I hate us fighting and being apart like we are.
Blake
Blake
I hate it, too. But there’s something I need to understand.
Blake
Blake
Why didn’t you tell me how you felt about Taylor?
Jonathan
Jonathan
How could I?
Jonathan
Jonathan
You’re my brother. You always came first. With everyone.
Blake
Blake
Don’t pull that crap about me being the favorite.
Jonathan
Jonathan
It’s not crap — I was the loser with no future.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Destined to live in Mom and Dad’s basement.
Blake
Blake
And I was the one telling them they were wrong.
Blake
Blake
That you just needed time.
Jonathan
Jonathan
I needed more than that.
Jonathan
Jonathan
I needed someone to believe in me.
Blake
Blake
You mean like Taylor?
Jonathan
Jonathan
Yeah.
Blake
Blake
Guess what?
Blake
Blake
She believed in me, too.
Blake
Blake
So, let me ask you again…why didn’t you tell me?
Blake
Blake
I always had your back.
Jonathan
Jonathan
And I always had yours.
Jonathan
Jonathan
That’s why I couldn’t tell you.
Blake
Blake
I would have let you have her. All you had to do was tell me the truth.
Jonathan
Jonathan
That’s not true.
Blake
Blake
You’re right. I would’ve flipped out and taken a swing at you.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Same.
Blake
Blake
And Mom would have sprayed us with the hose to separate us.
Jonathan
Jonathan
The hose was always her weapon of choice.
Blake
Blake
LOL no. Guilt’s her favorite weapon.
Jonathan
Jonathan
True.
Blake
Blake
Has she tried to make you feel guilty?
Jonathan
Jonathan
Yeah. Dad, too.
Jonathan
Jonathan
They didn’t have to try hard. I know what I did.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Just like I know I can’t take it back.
Blake
Blake
Would you take it back if you could?
Jonathan
Jonathan
In a heartbeat.
A minute passes
Blake
Blake
You would have let us get married?
Jonathan
Jonathan
No, I just would have thought of a different way.
Blake
Blake
To stop it?
Jonathan
Jonathan
Yeah.
Blake
Blake
How?
Jonathan
Jonathan
IDK.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Maybe by taking you out and telling you how I felt.
Blake
Blake
It wouldn’t have worked.
Blake
Blake
As much as I think you should have been honest, me and Taylor were going through with it.
Jonathan
Jonathan
You don’t know that.
Blake
Blake
Yes, I do. You know it, too.
Blake
Blake
It’s why you did what you did.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Are you saying you’re glad I screwed up your ceremony?
Blake
Blake
God, no. It was the worst day of my life.
Jonathan
Jonathan
It was my worst day, too.
1 minute passes
Blake
Blake
You know what?
Jonathan
Jonathan
What?
Blake
Blake
Tay and I were never going to make it.
Blake
Blake
We were trying for the baby.
Blake
Blake
After we lost him, we tried for us.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Yeah?
Blake
Blake
Yeah. But it didn’t work out.
Blake
Blake
We’re friends.
Jonathan
Jonathan
Friends?
Blake
Blake
We’re trying to be.
Blake
Blake
Just like you and me should try to be.
Jonathan
Jonathan
I’d like that.
Blake
Blake
I’d like that, too.
Blake
Blake
I just don’t know where to start.
Jonathan
Jonathan
This is a start. A good one.
Blake
Blake
What about you and Taylor?
Jonathan
Jonathan
What about us?
Blake
Blake
How did you start over?
Jonathan
Jonathan
We haven’t. The last time we spoke was a month ago.
Jonathan
Jonathan
The day she blocked my calls.
Blake
Blake