The Big Ask - Episode 1
by Clarissa Carson
You’re a girl, right?
He says it like that.
As if he only just realized it.
Not that I blame him.
We’re in his room finishing off a pizza.
I’m wearing sweatpants, my hair’s a mess, and I’m eyeing the last slice.
So, yeah.
Not exactly Kate Middleton.
I need your advice. A female perspective.
I try to smooth out my hair.
Why am I such a slob?
Go ahead.
See, there’s this girl I like. She’s…special.
Great.
There it is.
He’s asking me about girls.
I might as well be his sister.
Even though Henry is my oldest friend…
He’s also my biggest crush.
It’s a bit inconvenient.
Anyway, this girl. I want to ask her to prom.
And I wonder if you have any tips as to how I should do it.
Well, what’s she like?
Why does it matter?
Truthfully, it doesn’t matter.
I know he’s talking about Madison.
They’ve been dating on and off for years.
Because every girl is different.
Different girls want to be asked in different ways.
Henry crinkles his nose like he does when he’s thinking really hard.
God, he’s so cute.
She’s like…sunshine. Brilliant and bright.
When I’m around her, I feel warm and tingly.
But I can’t look directly at her for too long because…
He looks at the floor.
She’s so beautiful, it makes me weak.
She sounds perfect.
She is.
Ugh.
I hate her.
Maybe I should give him bad advice.
Like tell him to stand outside her window with a boombox.
No.
It’s Henry.
I couldn’t do that to him.
Look. It doesn’t matter how you ask someone to prom.
It’s the person you’re asking who makes it special.
So, no flash mobs or string quartets?
Simple is better. I’m sick of all these big, flashy spectacles.
Is that why you don’t have a date?
He looks at me with those chocolate-brown eyes of his.
I feel my face heating up.
We’re in dangerous waters here.
I don’t have anyone to go with.
Well that’s not true.
I know for a fact that both Mark and Tyler asked you…
But you turned them down.
Why wouldn’t you go with one of them?
Because their eyes don’t light up when they laugh in a way that makes my knees wobbly.
Because they don’t have amazingly soft hair that I want to lace my fingers through.
Because they’re not…
You.
I clear my throat.
I don’t know them very well. It would be uncomfortable.
Uncomfortable?
We’d have to make awkward small talk all night.
I’d have to meet their parents.
And we’d probably dance arm's-length apart.
Henry scratches his chin.
Oh, that’s no good.
He gets a mischievous glint in his eye.
Seems to me like it would be better to go with someone you’re already comfortable with.
Ideally, yes.
Someone whose parents you’ve already met.
That would be nice.
Someone you also happen to find so overwhelmingly attractive…
That you’d actually want to hold onto them tight during a slow song.
I guess it’s too bad you’re dating Madison.
Oh.
My.
God.
Did I just say that out loud?
Henry looks taken aback.
I wish I could melt into his duvet.
I’m so sorry.
I don’t know what I was thinking.
I don’t even know where that came from.
Maybe I should go.
I stand abruptly, but Henry grabs my hand.
Grace, it’s fine. It’s just…
It’s just that he doesn’t think of me that way.
It’s just I’m not his type.
It’s just I kind of look like a troll right now.
It’s just that Madison and I broke up.
What?
Yeah. She was convinced I liked someone else.
Not that I can blame her. There is someone else.
He’s wearing an expression I don’t recognize.
It’s almost as if he’s…nervous.
Whatever it is, it’s adorable.
There always has been.
I’ve tried to fight it because I don’t want to ruin what we have but…
There’s just something about her.
He’s looking at me intensely.
I’m suddenly very aware that he’s still holding my hand.
It’s warm, sending electric shocks through my body.
Grace?
I’m holding my breath, hoping.
Hoping with every fiber of my being that he’ll say what I think he’s going to say.
What I’ve been dreaming about him saying to me since freshman year.
Will you go to prom with me?
He says it just like that.
It’s so simple.
So perfect.
So Henry.
Okay.
And it’s like a weight has been lifted.
I look up to see him smiling, and his eyes twinkling.
I can’t help but smile too.
I sit next to him on the bed.
So tell me more about this girl you’re crazy about.
Well…
She’s smart as a whip. All AP classes. Definitely going places.
Go on.
She’s extremely funny.
She can make me laugh so hard I cry.
Can she?
And she’s beautiful.
Even when she has pizza sauce on her face.
I cringe.
Why am I such a slob?
I lunge for a napkin, but Henry stops me.
No, let me.
He gently wipes my face with the napkin.
Then he puts the napkin down…
And I lace my fingers through his amazing hair.
He holds my face in his hands.
And then he presses his lips onto mine.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see the last slice of pizza.
But I let it get cold.
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