Unforgivable
by Phyllis Korkki
Ella, hi, it’s me.
I’m hoping this is still your number.
I know you said you never wanted to see me again…
After what happened.
But I miss you so much.
And I love you.
I’m so sorry.
I’m better. I’ve changed. I promise.
Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?
Please, please call me.
Ella looks down at her phone in distress.
Then she texts her best friend and roommate Ava.
Ava, are you there?
I’m here. What’s up?
My mom texted me!
What??!
It’s been a year now.
I know! How could I forget?
I’m coming home right now.
You don’t need to do that!
Yes I do.
I’m afraid you might break down and contact her.
And you CAN’T do that!
Well…she is my mother.
No, Ella. No.
How can you even think about contacting her…
After what she did?
I should have pressed charges.
I know. I wouldn’t have blamed you.
I’m coming home now so you don’t do anything stupid.
In the meantime, block her number!
Ella looks down at her phone.
She doesn’t block her mom’s number.
Something deep and primal within her…
Just wants to hear her mother’s voice.
No!!
She mustn’t do it.
She shakes herself…
And thinks back to that terrible night.
one year ago
Mom, where are you?
The graduation ceremony is about to start.
five minutes later
Mom?
Are you coming?
There is no reply.
She texts her friend Ava…
Who graduated the year before Ella…
And is in the stands…
Waiting to see Ella get her high school diploma.
I don’t think my mom is coming…
On one of the most important days of my life!
I’m so sorry, Ella.
She probably got drunk and passed out again.
But she stopped drinking.
She was going to AA…
And doing so much better.
I know.
She must have had a relapse.
Sometimes I’m glad I’m an orphan.
It’s better than having a mother like yours.
Just then, Ella hears her name being called.
She walks up to get her diploma.
A tear slides down her cheek as she walks back to her seat.
But then she smiles….
As she hears her friend Ava shouting her name from the stands.
Ava’s parents died in a car crash when she was young…
And she and Ella stayed friends….
As Ava cycled through a series of foster homes.
Ella has been staying at Ava’s apartment for the last six months…
Because of her mother’s drinking.
But she was hoping to be able to move back in with her mom soon.
Ava is her only family now.
the evening of graduation
Ella is at Ava’s apartment…
Waiting for her to come home.
They’re planning a big night of celebration.
Ella feels a tinge of sadness as she thinks of her mother…
Who still hasn’t called or texted her…
But she tries to shake it off.
She hears a faint knock at the door.
She’s not even sure it is a knock…
But she opens the door just in case.
Ava stumbles inside.
Her shirt is torn…
There’s a bruise on her forehead…
And she’s trembling.
Ava, what happened?
She leads Ava into the living room.
Ava collapses onto the couch.
I….
I went to see your mother.
What?!
I was so mad at her for not showing up at your graduation…
That I went over to her apartment…
To give her a piece of my mind.
Oh no, Ava.
She went ballistic.
She said it was none of my business…
And that she had a very good reason for not going.
I know what the reason was…
It had to do with the empty bottle of vodka I saw on the table.
Oh my god.
When I said you deserved better…
She started attacking me!
She tore at my shirt and pushed me….
And I fell.
Oh my god.
You should never have gone over there.
We need to get you to a doctor.
No, I’m fine.
But I want you to promise me something.
What?
That you’ll never to see or talk to your mom again.
It’s for your own good.
Do you promise?
Ella pauses.
I do.
What my mom did is unforgivable.
one year later
Ella has kept her promise.
She hasn’t contacted her mom
But now her mom has just texted her.
And now her phone is ringing.
It’s her mother.
Ella picks up.
Ella!
Hi Mom.
Tears start coursing down Ella’s face at the sound of her mom’s voice.
Oh Ella!
I’m so sorry about what happened.
How could you have done that, Mom?
You have to know…
That I never meant to miss your graduation.
I’m not even talking about that.
Yes, that was bad.
But I could have forgiven that.
But how could you have attacked Ava like that?
There’s a shocked silence.
Attacked?
Ava?
I never touched Ava.
But she said…
Ava came over that day.
She was going to drive me to the graduation ceremony.
We had some tea…
And I got so sleepy.
I fell asleep.
And I didn’t wake up until the evening!
How could I have fallen asleep on your graduation day?
I was so embarrassed.
Then Ava came over later…
And said you never wanted to see me or talk to me again…
That I let you down.
And that you were embarrassed that your mother was a drunk.
I’ll admit, I had a relapse that night because of what happened.
I was a drunk that night.
But since that night, I’ve never touched a drop.
I’ve stayed clean and sober ever since.
I really have.
For you, Ella.
Just then, Ella hears the door open.
I have to go, Mom.
I’ll talk to you later.
Ava rushes through the door of the apartment.
You didn’t call her, did you?
Ella, sitting on the couch, looks keenly into Ava’s face.
What?
No, but I wanted to.
I think…
I think I’m going to go over there and talk to her.
I need closure on this.
A look of panic crosses Ava’s face.
You can’t do that, Ella!
That woman is dangerous.
Remember what she tried to do to me.
Ella gets up from the couch.
Ava pushes her back down.
Wait. Let me fix you some tea…
And let’s talk this through.
Will you at least wait until we can talk it over?
A jolt goes through Ella’s body…
But she does her best to hide it.
Okay, I guess we can do that.
Ava goes to the kitchen.
Ella silently follows her and spies on Ava from the hallway as she makes the tea.
She sees Ava reach inside a top cupboard…
And pull down a small medicinal-looking bottle.
She pours a liberal number of drops into one of the cups of tea.
Then she turns around…
And sees Ella spying on her.
That tea is for me, isn’t it?
You wanted me to pass out…
So I wouldn’t go see my mother!
You gave her those same drops…
To stop her from coming to my graduation, didn’t you?
And you lied about her attacking you!!
You tore your own shirt that night…
And that wasn’t a real bruise on your face, was it?
The look on Ava’s face is the only answer Ella needs.
But why, Ava, why?
Ava starts sobbing and her face turns red.
Don’t you see?
Your mom was getting better…
And you were going to move back in with her.
I was so happy living with you.
We were sisters!
We are sisters!
You’re the family I never had.
And your mom would have taken that away.
Ella looks at Ava in shock.
Ava, that’s insane.
We could have still been close.
The three of us could have been a family.
And now you’ve ruined everything.
Ella, please forgive me.
No. I can’t, Ava.
What you did is unforgivable.
Ella rushes for the door.
Ava tries to stop her.
She grabs Ella’s shirt, ripping it.
Ella escapes from Ava’s grasp…
Rushes to her car and drives straight to her mother’s house.
She rings the doorbell.
The door opens…
And she falls into her mother’s grateful arms.
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